The weather I cannot stand

I usually enjoy most weather. I love watching clouds come and go and transform.

But the weather I just cannot stand is cloudy ones.

The dull even gray all over the sky. ALL DAY LONG.

I just can’t stand it. It was like that today, and I felt so groggy. On edge. Silent cacophony in my headspace.

I probably entered the day already anxious, but the groggy gray clouds did not help at all.

I’m brainstorming what I can do on days like this where not a single ray of direct sunlight penetrates the clouds and rains here and here.

I suppose I could be in third places where there are other people around me instead of being alone.

Or I could go outside and directly engage with nature instead of just observing it with a glass and walls in the middle.

Or maybe I’m just anxious as hell.